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Talking To Myself
05:30
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Verse 1:
You see when i disappeared I thought nobody would notice.
The world had told me my efforts lie as only novice
'til I'm at a drive thru sad in the mind. Focus lost
Until a tenant said my name (Exhorter the dopest!)
And now I'm back and ready to crack heads like banks foreclose beds from under crackheads.
We ain't leaving no pillows for Joes who slack dead in weight.
You lack cred. I don't care whats said.
It took awhile to clear
And realize the tinted vibes of others. I can turn into their punch and just minimalize the blinded impact.
Stranded to die, flurry of lies
Take it right on the chin, break ties with the logistics
Let me smack em with my retard strength
Subtle like a tank
Did you shit your pants?
I guess the retard stank
Now they calling me beast because my beard is great
and I've been hitting the gym, now i'm a tank.
Long story short a bitch broke my heart
Was ready to commit, she rode off in the dark
Only thing that I wanted had done left me alone
And only thing that wanted me was still sitting at home
Locked in my room I sat in messes in droves
I worked the overnight shift and told em' leave me alone
Took awhile to change, and still the semblance shows
But now i got the tools to fix it and I'm better alone
But Aaron, Love will find a way
The struggles you go through are cause you're lonely and afraid
Just try to be more open to basics in the brain
And you'll find that there is many who will gladly take your ring
Live, Laugh, Love. Live by the 3 things
Cause anger and descension goes against the holy grain
It's okay to desire what is mutually exchanged
In psychology aligned with the ones you call insane
Sorry i'm silent but the fact you call me out for betterment deserves a violent
SMACK TO THE CHIN! Now observe that. Words map
Future of my footprints no taking it back
I used to blame the world for leaving me alone
But now i see the world. They' lonely on their own
So now i take the power given by my brandished attempts
And give my knowledge to the ones who on me never once slept
So now I'm looking forward, eliminate the clones
Just like a power forward, stop in and sink some throws
Before my amp was broken. But now I crank the tone
And through the beaten paces I'm sworn to always push until my
Vision's finished. Changes I will condone
But not until I'm proven. Results they will be shown
But what does all this matter? Who wants to share the wealth
You don't condone this message, I'm just talking to myself. Let's go
Chorus 1:
Just talking to myself
I really like it
Just talking to myself
Banananana
(2x)
Post-Chorus 1:
Now listen up
The Exhorter's BACK
We come in and at-TACK
you say that you're so Tough
well show us where you're at. See
(2x)
Verse 2:
We as in me
And me as in he
The one who is responsible for this. Basically
He's ruthless. Take some liberties he'll leave you toothless
Lus' its recommended not to be a nuisance. come on
I'm over here just sipping some clear, staring you down
You look in fear. All i can hear is stereo sounds
I put it in, you saying sin and giving a frown
Opposite ethics derived from a clown
And promenade. Weakness for others to follow
While babbling mumbles of stupid media swallowed
Gotta capture the leader inside a trance and just bottle
Justice serving from my words clean. Part of the motto
Like action beats stagnation into submission
We coat-checked the plan mesa into ignition
the spark grew and led an erupt to new traditions
The has beens will never beat us demonic-christians
The darkness isn't friendly can't you see?
You scare away the people who would sure support your dreams
Just make sure that you change it so appropriate is deemed
Your elective even though subjective is the way it sings
But think about your wallet, and maybe you will see
That some commercial success is the way that you should beam
Don't execute the vision, just play for all the teens
Who would love for the angst inside their head complex is green
Fuck that.
I'm saying simplify the list angels and anger is out.
There ain't no trust I get from others so they get knocked out.
By my propulsion blast it smothers takes away all doubt.
You thinking needle dropping covers up these beast claws now?
But it's extension of shame poured out by others excessive of insecurity and jealousy in amounts
Of unsurpassable they linger hard til' even they pout.
So like a child I give timeouts. Keep talking to yourself.
Chorus 2:
Just talking to myself
I really like it
Just talking to myself
Banananana
(2x)
Post-Chorus 2:
Now listen up
The Exhorter's BACK
We come in and at-TACK
you say that you're so Tough
well show us where you're at. See
(4x)
Chorus 2:
Just talking to myself
I really like it
Just talking to myself
Banananana
(4x)
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2. |
Reach
04:21
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Verse 1:
It hits me every moment.
I can not stand around.
My shoulders broke the weight,
And yet my heart pieces aren't found
I thought I'd find it with you.
Sought for a crystal jewel
Held by an open space
My heart it starts to race,
But only for a moment
And then the dark starts to set into place.
The pain returns again. My lonely single friend, the mirrors tell the truth.
Hate bred by fate. Missed mistakes all caught.
The truth unravels fast. I can't let time go past, I must act on this moment.
Is it hate? Or is it love?
Bounded by my unbroken gate, the lies corrupt.
In my mind we die in truth. I'm so caught up.
Your fingers lie as perpetrator sticky cause they're covered in blood
Chorus 1:
Reach and I'll find the answer.
Fair for me.
But in time I'll grow much stronger.
The darkness hurts but only strengthens me, hurts you worse.
These lines are blurred no more.
Verse 2:
Regrets start to appear. Never let them come near.
They cause react in ways of which the dark always appears,
Cause Hoboken is sheer, but home-broken is mirrored.
Too easily I loved you when intents were still unclear
There's no respect for you in hindsight you neglected fool.
Try to paint that mirror make my past so undetectable.
Unfurnished conserve it. Pain unwanted but earned it.
Truly the only way to grow was fix the things you burnt in,
But desert me and my whole creed will vanish girl I guarantee this verdict.
No longer will my heart be slaved a servant.
Best that you just unearth it ain't no birth net I adverse shit.
Strangle me no more. What you truly reach for is converted.
Detached and blacklisted too, I stack up another groove.
Contemplate all the lies that you would fling me in attitude.
Sit on your pot pity me then turn back so I know its not a hack
Your chance is gone it's over burned out now let this love fade to black.
But yet you still want more. Reopen all those scars.
But nigh I will regain cause' now I purge you from the frontal of my brain.
So hear me say
Chorus 1:
Reach and I'll find the answer.
Fair for me.
But in time I'll grow much stronger.
The darkness hurts but only strengthens me, hurts you worse.
These lines are blurred no more.
(2x)
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3. |
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Intro:
I saw your picture
(4x)
Verse 1:
What se said was,
"I just need to learn to be on my own"
5 months then you bone?
Damn I haven't even flirted yet cause you left a taste in my mouth ruining what I'm about.
Now I wake up mad cause the main one moved to another service.
Cut the chord and now I'm worthless.
I tried to brush it off but it really hurt. Threw me in the gritty dirt. Bludgeoned all around. Aaron get desert. (ain't talking bout' no ice cream)
Since you couldn't ever stick to a diet talking bout the lesser nice things.
I'm left with pictures everywhere I look.
There's a memory that can't be overlooked.
The ones are only lies when put into hind sight.
Rock the boat with the pos that he took overnight
You expect me to be passive when a massive strike was dealt.
You replaced me when I stood there for a quarter of my life.
How the hell you think it felt?
Chorus 1:
I saw your picture
3x
Verse 2:
Yeah I sent a text. Yeah I know you didn't want it.
But here I was just thinking you alone and bout' to flaunt it.
I guess it's only lies that i saw within those eyes
cause it didn't really matter if it's viewed by other guys.
The fact is you don't really want a soul mate, chic.
You just want a man to lay with, It doesn't matter what his name is.
Smile is the same as the lame fib you would always tell hiding your depression from the public. There it is
I hope you craft him just the way you want him.
I hope he sacrifices everything he can just for you to taunt him.
And in the end, cause' you know it will,
I hope you see the flaws inside of all your wants.
How the hell you think we feel?
Chorus 2:
I saw your picture
3x
Verse 3:
And now it's over with the other man. Tell me how it feels,
Like you never told my family.
Silence makes me peel the position back and
Father a new baby in it's wheels.
With these weapons i'll take any threat I have and have it killed.
Judging your position you got backed up on your heels
Cause the one who seemed perfection to your essence couldn't seal up the deal.
What your family think? Fuck it I'll appeal
and in other tempt the mothers who'd have called my job a keel.
I'm happy to announce the other Aaron dead.
(Teal) Went his face when you couldn't have the balls to call the meal.
Worse I had to assume and fight to find the real sense of directional luminous, let alone a zeal.
Now I got the hair and beard bitch you can not build.
I'm operating higher everyday into the mirror,
and challenge that immaculate elation growing still
With no help sept' my mom.
Now I see you in your pity how the hell you think it feels?
Chorus 3:
I saw your picture
3x
Metal Chorus:
I saw your picture
4x
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4. |
Immortal
04:50
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